I honestly hate confronting my parents sometimes.
I had a bad feeling about today last night too, when I was trying to study, and something bad DID happen, but I didn't think that it was going to turn out like this.
IDK, like, it also DOESN'T help that I have a really big tendency to beat myself up over things, and heft out self-punishments for myself...how many times has it happened in the past that whenever something bad happened that I hole myself up and try to do nothing in repent? Too many to count. For all of you who have me on facebok/twitter/msn have already witnessed the amount of times that my name has "BRB THROWING SELF OFF CLIFF/BUILDING/HIGH GROUND" (or, something along those lines). :(
I swear dealing with my parents take a lot of effort and strategy and a;lskfdj idkpatience.
I just called my mom and she wasn't that mad at me, but she was really frustrated and everything and I felt SO bad because I was the one that underestimated that test and that's why I have to do it again and omg seriously this kind of feeling is just a;sldfja;slfj いやだ :(
YUXI HUN WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU :( Oh right at Shanghai EXPO. :((((((((
I had a bad feeling about today last night too, when I was trying to study, and something bad DID happen, but I didn't think that it was going to turn out like this.
IDK, like, it also DOESN'T help that I have a really big tendency to beat myself up over things, and heft out self-punishments for myself...how many times has it happened in the past that whenever something bad happened that I hole myself up and try to do nothing in repent? Too many to count. For all of you who have me on facebok/twitter/msn have already witnessed the amount of times that my name has "BRB THROWING SELF OFF CLIFF/BUILDING/HIGH GROUND" (or, something along those lines). :(
I swear dealing with my parents take a lot of effort and strategy and a;lskfdj idkpatience.
I just called my mom and she wasn't that mad at me, but she was really frustrated and everything and I felt SO bad because I was the one that underestimated that test and that's why I have to do it again and omg seriously this kind of feeling is just a;sldfja;slfj いやだ :(
YUXI HUN WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU :( Oh right at Shanghai EXPO. :((((((((