YUXI YOU DIDN'T EMAIL ME!!!!! D; Lol clearly I also got your LJ post and understood that China blocks LJ proxys and lags the shit out of it lol.

I really hate taking showers sometimes, really. My showering area is this huge blocked off area complete with doors and everything, and everytime I step in under the water I get all thoughtful and I think the SHIT out of everything, just like howlately my ARC mark has been pretty much the BANE of my existence and I've been allemo-ing all over it and how fucked up it was that my stupid TA wouldn't fucking reply my fucking email and how IDEK what to tell my mother about this because aslkfja;sdj IDEK.

IDEK, D'YOU ALL HEAR ME, AND YOU ALL MOTHERFUCKERS DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMFORT PEOPLE WHEN I NEED YOU TO, REALLY.

I *really* don't know what to do about this shit.

K well I *DO* know what to do but IDK if I'm ready to break this stuff to my mom and *sniffs* I'm just SO confused and so torn, sighs...